Random Thoughts

How come every ambulance call at 3 in the morning starts with "I was going to get my grandmother and heading to church"?

Nicole

Charlize Theron

The Magical Mirror

Its interesting in how we look upon ourselves. Like the child Erik scared of the magic in the mirror, we see only the negativity of ourselves.

I personally hate to look into any mirror. The ugliness of the image that stares back at me is just too much for me to bear.

My self-esteem has never been what you would call high and even as an adult, my self-worth is tied into my career, which is depressing in itself. I am still surprised that anyone would enjoy spending time with me and shocked that someone finds me attractive. Im shocked each and everytime, which luckily doesn't happen that often. Again, the ugliness. Most people just see the ugliness of me.