Random

I thought i heard laughing
I thought i heard u sing
I think i saw you try
And n the morning, I'll fix waffles!
She had long hair and a short skirt
I only have a friend
Sorry, I cant answer the phone right now
Walking through spiderwebs
U think we connect that the chemistry is correct
Strut it like u got it
Nations go to war over women like you!
Lionel Richie EMS
I look for truths and get damned
Why is he different?
He is a sad little man
Behold your shattered king
Hippie music
I like hippie music
I never drag him into battles i can handle
CPR music
Yellow submarine
Worthless are your tears boy
No more bittersweet
So many of us stand in the middle
Blood stains our peaceful sidewalks
Are you ready?
Pretty little lady with the pretty big thong
Does anyone want to drink before the war?
You refuse to see
You refuse to feel
Get 'em Jay!

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Random story

There i was, very late for an important meeting all hippied out. Tshirt, shorts, sandles and a thick beard. And the meeting was only my future.
I was told the meeting was at one campus, it actually was at another one...30 miles away. Fuck me. But i got there and was accepted into medic school.
Looking back at that decision, i think it was made to get over a great loss, a loss of someone special, my first real girlfriend. I will probably write about her later date.
Paramedic school wasnt what i expected. To be it equated to a year of medical school. I worked 6p-6a, got home and slept for an hour. Got up and showered (maybe) at 7am, drove an hour and half to class or an hour for clinicals. There was always somewhere to go, something to do. Ive never been as exhaused as i was that entire year. It was complete physical and mental exhausion...yet, i learned what needed to b learned. Intubation, cardiac rhythms, pharmacology, trauma care, pediatrics. I excelled at clinical sites, my positive and sometime ass kissing personality helped more than my knowledge...and the fact that i wanted to learn, i wanted to do well, i needed to complete this i needed to forget the previous sadness and i focused on the task ahead...learn learn learn learn, fall asleep in class all the time, fall asleep driving ever more, fall asleep at work...could fall asleep at a moment's notice...dont know how i survived the year, but i did.

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Patriotic

There is something so American to be driving around seeing a dog take a dump under a flag pole in the front yard with the Stars and Strips flying high and proud.

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My Quote of the Day

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Laughter

We have the bedconfined dialysis pt that we pick up 3 days a week to take her to dialysis clinic and back home. She has the best laugh. I always try to make her laugh on our short 2 mile trips. Its infectious.
Always love to hear a good laugh.

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This is my friend Penny

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Damn

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Yummy

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Loneliness

Typically my single lifestyle maintains me and leaves me fullfilled. This past saturday however a sudden sadness came over me and i just cant shake it.
I have no energy, just want to lay in bed and sleep, no vision, no desire...just alive...if this is called life.
I think some of it is that i miss having a woman to kiss, to touch, to feel connected to. Its been many months since ive kissed or touched a woman, longer since ive had sex w a woman.
I miss feeling that connection with someone. Someone special.
I hate that dependence for someone

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Winter wonderland

Alittle snow with no ice. Unheard of in MS

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